It had been 3months since my last post.. Had been leaving this space for good.

Its weird you know. It's like bestie can sense when im sad.. (HA)

Sometimes, i like to torture myself by stalking someone that i know will get me all sad and angry.. but somehow, i can't seem to stop myself from doing all these.

curiosity kills the cat eh`` i guess i will one day get killed by it.

I'm getting used to faking a smile, hiding up what i really thinks, keeping who i really am.

But does anyone cares? Nope.

Everyone had friends, alot of them. But how many of them really cared about you?

Who will wipe off you tears for you when you are sad?

Who will stay with you no matter what happened?

Who will be on your side no matter right or wrong?

Who will trust whatever you said?

Who will laugh with you?

Who will cry with you?

Who will listen to you complains?

Who will get angry with you?

Think about it.. Who will?

Within all the friends of yours, how many of them are able to fulfil all that?

Think again, Do we really need alot of friends?

Which do you prefer..

a) Tons of friends but infront of them you had to fake yourslef

or

b)One true friend that you no need hide anything from

I had been thinking about the past... How childish, self-center, crazy i might be.

I'm sorry if i hurt anyone